Broken

yeah this is how i feel
nothing showing outside, like if i was dead and no reaction. but with a hole screaming and bleeding inside. shatterning through my body...

why ? because if its not enough with all that happens lately now there is new stuff adding to it...

friendship
big word that dont seem to mean anything to most people now.
to me it means a lot. i ll be thre to help by any means at any time of the day....

but seems to some am just a damn social service .
i might as well ask some to leave the money near the bed when they leave since its how they consider me...
i try to help my friends , support them and cheer them up when they in need

result ? i get thrown away like an old relic the moment am asking a bit of support
and even better , even if i supported them during their full emo whining, i get even accused to break their dreams with my constant complaints. or in other cases i just get throw away and cut contact becausethey just not in the mood or not caring....

yeah gotta love "friendsip"at times
some dont understand friendship isnt backstabing but being there,,,,

right now i feel broken , shattered, angry , and kindda dead inside...
why ? because i was even more silly to think very highly of those amtalking and consider them very important to me...
story of my life

anyway sorry for the rant . i ll be feeling better very soon i promise.
if they act like that then they werent the friends i thought they were thats all.
i allways took care of myself anyway.

Agnes "BIG BLUE WALL"

Looking at me
You´de never know I´m fragile
Looking at me
You wouldn´t guess that I might be, yeah
Afraid to crash afraid to burn as freely

As the last time I let go
All the shadows and suspicions that may appear to you as ice
Are not me being cold just thinking twice

I can build a big blue wall
No way in and no way out
But leave it up to you to prove me wrong
I´m afraid that I could crumble
Once the stones begin to move
It happens when you been too blue too long

There´s a breeze
That´s flickering the candles
And I can breath
A little deeper for a change, yeah
There´s a chance outside this isolation
I´ll be free to be held again
But if I am reluctant and if I begin to cry
It´s because I´m unaccustomed to the light

I can build a big blue wall
No way in and no way out
But leave it up to you to prove me wrong
I´m afraid that I could crumble
Once the stones begin to move
It happens when you been too blue too long

You can stand in the street light
But live in the corners and no one knows
You´re not there
You can smile for the camera
And make impression
And no one knows
You don´t care

I can build a big blue wall
No way in and no way out
But leave it up to you to prove me wrong
I´m afraid that I could crumble

Once the stones begin to move
It happens when you been too blue too long


song belong to Agnes album "dance love pop"
art and karmakat belongs to Karmakat Silverwind

Roadtrip

ever wanted to let go everything ?

just grab ure car , money and whatever and take the road.just get somewhere.anywhere and get away from everything at least for a few ?

kindda what am going trough lately...

karmakat and art belongs to karmakat silverwind

IKIMASU !!!

well yep for once i been pretty fast on coloring that one hehe anyway

IKIMASU !!! (in case someone wonder what the title means AM COMING !!!)

yep i know its pretty different than my usual style coloring wisebut i wanted to go a bit crazy on effects for that one )

plus well i like it that way hehehe been a few since i didnt do kat doing some magic and martial art hehe

and lately its been even more rare since im working on the eurofurence contest , art show and all lol for this one i wanted to make myself happy loool i think it came out pretty good none the less hehe so here is what i say to life "AM COMING !!!!" hehehehe

i still hope yall gonna like it ) hehe

art and karmakat are property of karmakat

hmmm ... ?

middle of the day .... u felt so tired that u just floped on the first thing looking comfortable .... whatever u still wearing u just decide to take a quick catnap and feel better.... until someone walks in and finds u like that.

u open an eye slowly without moving , looking back and the only sound u can do is a "hmmmm ?" of interrogation to see what the matter

loooool

yep i know am crazy but thats the idea that came to me when i did this drawing lol

long time i didnt drew my kyoseikat character too hehe

i decided to work on the lights effect on this one because with the outfit i gave him i couldnt help but remenber those old black and white movies where they added some light effects on the tooths or a blurry light around the hero or the princess to add to they mistery and sexyness hehe

so there , i personally like how it came out , i hope yall gonna like it too hehe

kyoseikat and art belongs to karmakat silverwind

On the SPOT...

and am finally done with the drawing about madagascar hehehe

i named it "on the spot" after the name of the song of alex inside madagascar (on the spot is his themed song)

the part where he dances impressed me so much i had to do something on it lol

plus well yeah i like to draw dancing lol even if its not easy hehehe.

i had lots of fun doing it )

even had fun with the background for once lol.

alex really is a great character to draw and so fun in the cartoon ).

alex from the movie madagascar belongs to Dreamworks

karmakat and the art belongs to me

karmakat character sheet

so as my very first entry for my blog i thought it was logic to post my character sheet. page 1: on this one u can see a front view of karmakat and a description of his tatoo on his arm and legs (for the one on his chest check page 2 due to page room lol)
page 2: this is simply a back view of karmakat body to show the positioning of the tatoos he got on him since lots of people asked me lol u can see the design on the side and the only tatoo that is actually front and not back is the dual blade crossed that normally goes on his heart but i didnt had the room on page one to see it lol
page 3: this page got a close up on his face and the items karmakat carry with him most frequentlythe reinforced gloves are made in a very hard material nearly cristal clear that he can use for his close combat stylethe earring and the tail wrist being the only regular jewelry he cares about even if the tail wrist can be a kind of "armor" for his tail at times.the necklace was given to him by his master as a proof of his training that he followed and to help keep his beat within him.and the cuffs are just a usefull items for parry and that goes well with his likings heheh the belt sign is to show his grade in his learnings and to what point he took his training
page 4: u got the eyes style in this one (regular and beast mode wich is angry mode)and u got the first drawing of seiichiru Seiichiru is karmakat's dragon "pet"u cant really say its a pet because he is a bit different . when he sleep he is a bracer around karmakat's arm and when he wakes up he flys around in dragon form but above all seiichiru is what u can call a "smart weapon" because on karmakat request he can become his weapons. he is known as the "dragon fists" (more to come soon about it) .

i ll most probably post more of my old work soon but not all of them just my favorites lol
if u want to see them all remenber am on http://www.furaffinity.net/user/karmakat/ and on http://karmakat01.deviantart.com/
so don't hesitate to comment , contact me or just check up often )